Dedicated to Christine Julia (CJ) Hobbs
“You’re now free mama. Go build that fire so I can come find you in the night.”
This poignant prayer was offered by a former PATC ridgerunner as she posted her mother’s obituary on Facebook. Her mother was a former park ranger who instilled in her daughter a lifetime of love, respect and stewardship for the outdoors and the Appalachian Trail.
My hope is that her mother’s spirit finds its way to every campfire, everywhere, and spreads peace, love and joy in the cast of its flickering glow. May its sparks be our forgiven sins sailing away into the velvet beyond.
Campfires have a mythical place in the American psyche. The romance of cowboy’s chuckwagon fire and the ambiance of an American Indian pow wow fire have served as literary and cinematic window dressing for generations. Norman Rockwell’s “The Scoutmaster” inspired more than one boomer to outdoor leadership.

“The Scoutmaster” Norman RockwellMore recently, campfires have been recognized as a form of therapy. According to Axios, “A growing number of therapists and nonprofits are tapping into the therapeutic powers for fire to help veterans, recovering addicts and at-risk teens.”
“The Scoutmaster” Norman Rockwell
Watching flames dance and sparks fly can be soothing and even mesmerizing as you let reality slip into cruise control and you tune to a better channel. Sitting fireside reportedly can lower blood pressure and boost relaxation. It can also improve your sleep. No doubt fire has served that purpose since the beginning of human history.
One of my “happy places,” as a PATC volunteer, is parking my butt in a chair near the fire at the Indian Run maintenance hut or gathering around the fire at Hoodlum’s September trail maintenance workshop.

Indian Run Maintenance Hut Shenandoah National Park
Indian Run Maintenance Hut Shenandoah National Park
I love being with like-minded people, imagining the workday’s caterpillar morphing into midnight’s butterfly. Somehow the stress diminishes as my breathing slows. My muscles slacken as the embers brighten and the stories are told, their imagery unfolding in flaming brush strokes.
Writer Terry Tempest Williams described the magic of the outdoors, “Public lands are public commons, breathing spaces in a country that is increasingly holding its breath.” She added, “We stand before a giant sequoia and remember the size of our hearts instead of the weight of our egos.”
The eternal light burns in many forms. May our dear friend’s mother be free now to build that fire. May her timeless spirit be a gift that lights the way for all of us.
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